4ge's OHP Diary
FILE 3
I proclaim war on everything.
No atmosphere satisfies me.
No scenery satisfies me.
No color satisfies me.
No sound satisfies me.
No smell satisfies me.
No place satisfies me.
I'm discontent with everything right now.
I can't make the correct decisions.
I can't control my feelings.
I can't throw away the important things.
There's nothing important now.
What is important?
In reality nothing's perfect.
So I lose absolutely nothing.
And if I choose to acquire something, there is nothing.
What I've written here is pure fiction.
But there are times that it seems to have been true.
Important things are [aru] always by my side. [iru].*
* here 4ge uses aru—which indicates inanimate things [objects, dead
people]. Then he follows it with iru—which indicates animate things
[animals, humans].
Therefore, I don't forget the feeling of gratitude at all.
I am always concious of their feelings [those important things].
I don't forget to make these things useful.
They may not be alive, but are useful.
Even so, I am wanting to, after all, declare war on all things.
After all, man cannot be god.
I cannot believe in such a god.
So I only believe in myself.
For FILE3, let me introduce you to some magazines that satisfy me.
Newton
If this wasn't important, then I wouldn't even begin. It's a science
magazine. It has some relation to space, as well as the recent major earthquake---it
deals with things like that. Because there are a lot of photographs, and
CG pictures, it's a primer for those who have an interest in science.
Muu
This deals with delicate subjects. It's mystery-kei. It seems to challenge
world mysteries. There are people who think it's fiction. However, I do
not think so. Still, it could be fiction.
Weekly Fumiharu
It's got this bothersome feeling after all. It's a serialization of Takashima
Toshio's words, but... it's likeable to Chikada Haruo's thoughts.
imidas
I've always been ready to investigate after all. I saw, and started this
around the time I was in elementary school. I was affected by the name.
The information is overwhelming. When you purchase it, you'll have a hard
time returning home. It's very heavy.
Sanpo Masters
There is sanpo-mania after all. In simple words, it's kind of like an
advertisement paradise. For those who still don't understand, goodbye.
And for those who are masters, you are not maniacs.
I'm not the type of person who can stand while reading, after all.
I'll buy without reading the first page, after all.
No one around me knows me, after all.
I don't want anyone to know me, after all.
When a certain publication stops, it's only up until then that it counts,
after all.
No matter how much I collect, I can't throw any of it away, after all.
I do not read to simply kill time, after all.
To this extent I am satisfied, after all.
FILE 2
Everyday I soliloquize.
Everyday I'm inside unconsciousness.
Everyday I'm unconciously controlled.
Everyday I'm not aware of unconciousness.
Perhaps, unconciousness is a genetic thing, that you can't even sense
it.
The law of cause and effect. Those words, they are the result of unconciousness,
I think.
In Jung's and Freud's writings, they touched on these things, and I've
experienced unconciousness, because I'm inside unconciousness.
Everyday I want to be unconcious.
No, everyday I want to possibly slip out of unconciousness.
Today, I've also been facing this inconsistency.
Today, I've also been soliloquizing.
I'm thankful for all living things.
And so, FILES2 will be in the theme of those necessities to live: food.
Let me introduce some of my favorite things, which you can simply buy
wherever you live.
HARIBO GUMMIES
HARIBO is a German maker of foodstuffs. Whenever there are HARIBO gummies,
it's always pleasant.
Popcorn
Salty popcorn is the best. I don't really care for sweet popcorn.
That's why I like to cook it at home.
South Korean Dried Seaweed
I haven't eaten it at a yakiniku. I prefer the whole thing (uncut dried
seaweed). I don't buy it at a convenience store.
Marutai Ramen Noodles
I like soysauce and tonkotsu. I like soy sauce so much, that
my nosebleeds. An expert can cut the hot water in thirty seconds.
Tengu Beef Steak Jerky
There's both American-made, and Argentina-made. I like both,
but the taste and texture are way different.
Raw ham
I prefer it from Italy. Don't be mistaken, I don't eat it with
melon. I buy it from the butcher's shop.
Mayonnaise
I have it ready at all times. I don't like homemade. In any case,
this is for emergencies.
Japanese White Radish Kimchee
It's also called "kakuteki." If there's any free time,
I'll eat it homemade.
Smirnoff Red
Roots in Moscow, Russia, there is also a blue version that I like.
Satsuma potato liquor (For obstinate people)
It's only a potato liquor. On specific days, an obstinate person
drinks this. And then they get into a good mood.
Those who see this page, and say "I like that too!!!!"---An
alliance will be made.
Those who see this page, and say "This is only a sake side dish,"---You
will be hurt.
Those who are looking at this page, and have your own recommendation---Email
me.
Those who print out this page, and go to their local grocery, and buy
these things---You have my unique approval.
Those who use these pictures, and make a dish singlehandedly---I love
you.
Those who use these pictures, and decide on using some for a sake side
dish, and with sake in one hand, "Toast!"---I like you as well.
Be careful about overeating.
Before eating, make sure you thank the food.
Never ever forget to show your gratitude.
Even after everytime you eat, don't forget to show your gratitude.
Because we are always making use of food, it is a necessity.
FILE 1
Everyday I soliloquize.
Right now, I know what I should do.
No, what I know is not known. This inclination...
Perhaps nothing is visible and I don't understand what I should do.
This article is about what should be done right now.
Thus, while here the time right now becomes the past.
I had thought about the article before, now I'm typing all of my thoughts
down.
1 second before--the past, 1 second later--the future.
1 hour before--the past, 1 hour later--the future.
1 year before--the past, 1 year later--the future.
10 years before--the past, 10 years later--the future.
The past, the future, etc.--I'm not that interested.
However, that span of time when the past becomes the future, I considered
what I should do, did it, and made that connection.
So, I know what I should do now...maybe.
Can't be sure at this moment.
This time, I founded my personal page, so "now" I'm interested
in introducing myself. Incidentally, it's no question that the title of
my page is: "The 4 Files"
So, for the first time, I will attempt to introduce this site to avid
readers.
> Buyable
Moon Soil
Lunar Embassy of Japan
- Here, I bought real estate on the Moon, Mars, and Venus.
> Around the world:
Occult News
X51.ORG
- Doesn't update every single day, but almost every day...
> Subculture
Detective Files
- This has that detective work spirit, and weird detective stories
> FOX JAPAN
FOX JAPAN
- This work I'm mostly fond of.
> NASA
NASA
- Explanation is unnecessary.
> Federal
Bureau of Investigation
FBI
- At the Most Wanted page, if you recognize any of those faces in
your neighborhood you should run away immediately!
I might give more links later, but this is it for the first update...
